Jun 23, 2009

Memorize me.

Someone said that the happiest girls are the ordinary looking girls. I think it's true. They find their match, marry, buy house and get children.
Ugly looking girls don't get anyone.
And beautiful girls...well...they just get too much so their hearts get wasted.

Jun 22, 2009

Kill me.

Of "us" became "me" and "you".

I want to feel my warm blood dripping on sink again. Someone have to protect me from my wishes because I'm not strong enough. Warm blood, blue skin, cold heart...

Jun 18, 2009

Just for today breathe me.

In pitch dark
I go walking in your landscape
Broken branches
Trip me as I speak

Just cos you feel it
Doesn't mean it's there
Just cos you feel it
Doesn't mean it's there

There's always a siren
Singing you to shipwreck
Steer away from these rocks
We'd be a walking disaster

Just cos you feel it
Doesn't mean it's there
Just cos you feel it
Doesn't mean it's there

There there

Why so green and lonely
Lonely, lonely

Heaven sent you to me
To me, to me

We are accidents waiting
Waiting to happen

We are accidents waiting
Waiting to happen

Radiohead - There There

Jun 17, 2009

We're kids and we're playing games.

"I only did it because I wanted to fill that hole which you left in my heart."
"Well...you sure like to keep your holes filled."

Ouch.

Jun 16, 2009

My past is my weakness.

Story about the love of my life will come...or not...
Let go of my hands, of my fingertips...

Jun 15, 2009

I would give my youth and beauty to travel back in time and be his again.


Best years of my life...

Jun 14, 2009

Our hearts are gone.

And you could bring me to my knees, again
All the times that I could beg you please, in vain
All the times that I felt insecure, for you
And I leave my burdens at the door

I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All this time that I felt like this won't end
It's for you
And I taste what I could never have
It was from you
All the times that I've cried
My intentions were full of pride
But I waste more time than anyone

I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times that I've cried
All this wasted, it's all inside
And I feel all this pain
I stuffed it down
Now it's back again
And I lie here in bed
All alone I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be okay

I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you