I heart my pills.

I don't feel much
But when I do
I don't feel good

I am still not who I am.

If I would live in a dream world then my dream girlfriend would have exact same face, exact same make-up, exact same hair and exact same body.

Moments of life.

I walked away from her.
I want to do something different.
I will always remember that very moment when my both eyes filled with tears at the very same moment and those two tears fell down my face at the very same moment.
I am sad but I wish I would be emotionless.
I will never be old.
I hate the ones I love.
I hate the feeling when skin starts growing on cuts I produced.
I am tired.
I am weak.

I want to travel away from them.

I comfort myself with a belief that when you are young everything hurts more.

Until I see you again.

I remember when
I first met you
It was raining
Raining in Paris
It washed away
Everything else
Around me
Oh I was raining
Raining in Paris

I want to grow.

A movement
Atonement
A new dream, beyond dreams

A shadow
Lies built in
A child, boy singing

I want to grow

Holding me
Unite us
This lifetime
As lovers for all time

[Devendra Banhart - Last Song For B]

Isn't that just oh so very beautiful and oh so captivating?

Until I see you again.

Heal me
Cause I never be her
Change me
Cause I never be her
Kill me
Cause I never be her
Reborn me
Cause I never be her